if ever you think i'm in a relationship not for love, but for fear of being single, please tell me.. i hope it never happens though..

i realised i am not really steadfast in love.. i have a damn pessimistic and skeptical viewpoint most of the time, and a slightly more cheerful one other times.. happy times(aka no quarrels), i think maybe the rs can last, once quarrel, i think breaking up is easier.. why lidat?! can somebody make me stop being lidat?!

haha i believe love doesnt last, but i also hope that maybe it will.. as ql said i guess, we're all hoping for that love of our life, but afraid it wouldnt come.. haha